Ken Sehested
Lent’s emphasis on ascetic practices—prayer, fasting, and almsgiving—is not an obligatory gauntlet of self-abuse, designed to curry favor with the Beloved. These practices, rather, are illustrative means (there are many others) by which we can check personal and communal appetites, which so easily get out of control and function as illusions for what leads to the flourishing life intended from the Beginning. Of course, these aren’t limited-time-only practices; but during Lent the community of the Way devotes special attention to their observances.
A modern illustration: Some newer autos are equipped with a GPS-guided feature that sets off an audible alarm when it detects the car’s drift out of its lane of traffic. This is Lent’s training purpose for deepening life in the Spirit.
During Lent we are called on to do two things which seem at odds with each other. First, that we give focused attention to the world’s bursting seams and frayed conditions are resulting in repressive injury and mortal wounds.
On the other hand, we are also urged to resist the temptation to despair over the frightful state of the world’s condition.
The common assumption about hope is of the sort articulated by Countess Violet Crawley (played by Maggie Smith) on PBS’s “Downton Abbey” series when she said: “Hope is a tease designed to keep us from accepting reality.” Hope as fantasy, as magical thinking, as fluffy sentiment, as delusion.
In her extraordinary book, Hope in the Dark: Untold Histories, Wild Possibilities, Rebecca Solnit writes:
“It’s important to say what hope is not: it is not the belief that everything was, is, or will be fine. The evidence is all around us of tremendous suffering and tremendous destruction. The hope I’m interested in is about broad perspectives with specific possibilities, ones that invite or demand that we act. It’s also not a sunny everything-is-getting-better narrative, though it may be a counter to the everything-is-getting-worse narrative. You could call it an account of complexities and uncertainties, with openings. . . .”
Hear now these supplications and injunctions.
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A supplication for Ash Wednesday
Return to your heart, O you transgressors, and hold fast to the One who made you. Stand with the Beloved and your footing shall be firm. Rest in the Merciful One and you shalt be buoyed.
Where do you go along these rugged paths, pilgrim, so far from home yet so winsomely loved? Be clear about what you seek, and where you seek, for the beatific life cannot be found in the land of illusion.
But do not despair, for life is stirring in cracks and clefts and barren terrain. Train your eyes to see through the tangle of disordered desire.
Resist, even to death, that which bedevils the common good. Welcome and foster all that shields the battered, that restores harrowed fields and forests, that reclaims despoiled waters and all creatures great and small.
In these lie your spiritual duty: the performance of your praise and the practice of your baptismal vows. By such does your heart’s delight align with your hand’s valor.
Thereby you shall you go out in peace and be led back in joy, the hills bursting in song, the trees in applause.
(borrowing from St. Augustine and Isaiah 55:12)
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Admonitions for Lent
First Sunday
Kindred, lend your ears, set your sights, awaken your hearts! Lent’s rending work has begun. Your veiled life is destined for the Spirit’s tearing. Not for your woe, but for your weal; not for your injury, but for your delivery. The discomfort caused by Lent’s disciplines— prayer, fasting, almsgiving—is like that of the soil’s disturbance, the necessary rupture as preparation for receiving the seed. Trek with Jesus into the wilderness of risky provision. Venture into the wilderness of your own heart and habitation, where demons are wrestled and angels attend. Sustenance for this perilous journey entails a departing blessing. As you enter this feral landscape, hear Heaven’s assurance—as did Jesus, in Jordan’s penitential wake that you are beloved.
Second Sunday
Kindred, rouse from your slumber and sleepy-eyed repose! Awaken to Lent’s invitation to the storm’s squall and the desert’s besetting threat. Here, where desolation banishes distraction, set your face against the Tempter’s bargain and Mammon’s rule. Your detox recovery awaits, with the rough work of separation from addictive illusion and assumptions of privilege. Here the veil of self-sufficiency is lifted, eyes regain their focus, and the heart’s fibrillation realigns with the Beloved’s desire. Here begins the work repairing the rift between Earth’s agony and Heaven’s delight. Mind not the brow’s sweat, the hands’ callous, the arms’ ache, the legs’ fatigue. Treasure awaits.
Third Sunday
Kindred, Lent’s invitation is to move beyond prudence and discretion to a life on back roads, across furrowed fields and through tangled forests, at the summons of an eccentric vagabond like Jesus, escort on the migration out of slavery, hastening under cover of darkness with nothing but the stars as compass, uncertain provisions, no cushy pillow for to lay your head, knowing there are bloodhounds tracking your scent and rough men on your trail, destination uncertain, caution to the wind and risks galore, with only the whiff of freedom to assuage muscle ache, parched throat, and bloodied feet. Lift the veil on every sin-sick soul to the Light of God’s healing countenance.
Fourth Sunday
Kindred, Brazilian theologian Odja Barros, when asked to speak of where she saw God at work in the world, said instead: ““I confess that the first thing that comes to mind is to say where I see God’s absence,” detailing a few of those places, where the landscape is afflicted. Deus absconditus. “The hidden God.” Or, more literally (and more shockingly), the “absconding God.” “Truly, you are a hidden God” (45:15), Isaiah complained. “Why have you forsaken me,” cries the psalmist (22:1) and, later, at the last, cried Jesus (Matt. 27:46). Is this daring act of interrogating the Most High too impertinent to consider? Imagine instead if God could be contained by human forecast, held in check by creedal rigor, ritual purity, devotional sanctity, or moral precision. Thereby, as many prefer, God Becomes a mascot, a butler, an amulet—ornamentation to disguise blood lust. In the end, our Lenten prayer concludes, “Abba, into your hands I commend my spirit.”
Fifth Sunday
Kindred, in our secret prayers we demand to know: Why, Beloved, have you led us from the prosperous land of shopping and homeland security to this discomforting and inconvenient place where death’s scent is strong and life’s failures are on display? Know this, pilgrim: Lent’s labor may be disconcerting but it is never demeaning. The relinquishment God asks of us—the desert into which Jesus guides us—is not a kind of spiritual immolation. Nor is the bent-kneed posture of Lent a form of groveling, as a beggar to a patron. The flame of the Spirit’s igniting presence does not scorch us. It makes us radiant. The ascetic practices of spiritual discipline are training for life unleashed from our shriveled little egos. The fruition of Lent’s labor has less to do with what you give up than with what you take up. May the promise of the season’s eventual delight be sufficient to endure its demands.
Sixth Sunday
Kindred, we stand on the cusp of Jesus’ final confrontation with Rome’s rulers and temple bouncers. We ourselves wish getting right with God were a more civil, emotionally satisfying affair. Instead, Lent beckons us to peer into the face of history’s tragedies, including those in our own hearts. Not because God is a sadist and has need of masochists. But because mercy is available—the opportunity to reverse the brutal momentum of enmity’s sway. Then to reestablish neighborliness, to realign life to its accurate plumb. What Lent asks of us is not for the faint of heart. It’s rending entails a kind of scouring, a veil shredded, and a frightful vulnerability. Soon, we submit to ashen dust—not of humiliation and stigma but as a blaze marking the way to the New Jerusalem, where death will meet its match. So “let the heavens hear it: the penitential hymn. Come healing of the spirit, come healing of the limb.”*
*line from Leonard Cohen’s “Come Healing”
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Benediction. “Arvo Pärt: Cantus in Memoriam Benjamin Britten,” Baltic Sea Youth Philharmonic, conducted by Kristjan Järvi
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